hm.. how to describe my life in these past few days.. weird. Yuup, i think that's the perfect word for it.. these past i guess you could say two days, have been weird. Let me explain why.
Well to begin with, my school is hosting their annual Athletes Banquet, which takes place on a boat and is for the high school kids. This fine evening comes at a price (obviously), a price of 45$. For some that may not be expensive but for others it is considerably pricey. Past two years, it hasn't even been seen as pricey for me. When i'd ask my mother she'd simply say yes, hand me the money, and on to the next one. But this year, now that i have a boyfriend and she knows he's attending.. it's all "we're tight on money" but yet she goes and spends 30$+ on some fast food, and my father buys himself three t-shirts for 90$ (without tax). Don't get me wrong, they are nice t-shirts but c'mon. Am i being selfish or do you see where i'm coming from? Anyways, i am very wanted at this banquet; not only by my boyfriend but also by my best friends. My boyfriend being the amazing guy that he is; offered to pay for me. I know, amazing.. aren't i the luckiest girl in the world? So that night i told my mother the plan; he'd pay for me and i'd pay him back. For some odd reason she said she had to think it over.. why? Probably because she thinks i'm going to have sex on the boat or something.. which is completely foolish. One, i have manners. Two, where are you suppose to have sex on a boat like that one.. there is no place for that. And three, ew; why would i want to have sex on THAT boat, a sail boat maybe but not THAT boat. Anyways, so the following day my ticket had been payed for. I told my mother and she got upset. She also asked me if i had apologized to my father yet.. ugh, are you kidding me right now? Like how many times do i have to tell you that i'm not giving an apology i dont actually mean. So as i was saying, she was getting mad at me that it all had been planned out and paid for without her giving me the green light. I got upset at this point because well, i'm 17 i should be able to do what i set out to do. Like she already tells me to get off the phone at a certain time i do. She says i can't hang out with my boyfriend two weekends in a row (stupidest thing i've ever heard) so i don't. I clean, i mow the lawn, i take care of our pets and whatever else it may be she ask of me. So what's the problem of me having my own life? I don't know, so i told her. I told her that i'm 17 and i don't see why she's treating me like she is when i do most around the house. and then she kicked me out of her room. Do i regret leaving.. yes. I feel like i should've stayed in there and said everything that was on my mind, even if she got angry at me. Who cares right. I no longer have much to lose since she's already trying to minimize the amount of time i spend with my boyfriend. As if she's ever met him.. No. She has only heard immensily insane and untrue stories a friend's parent passed on to her. Stories that are.. pardon my french.. total bullshit. She's basing her opinion of him, on that nonsense. She doesn't know him.. if she did, she would let me stay with him as long as i want. She'd see what i see in him. How wonderful he is. How happy he makes me feel. But she's blinded by false stories. And i don't know how i'm going to get her to change her views.. If i don't, i know it'll drive my boyfriend away; so i must think of something. Think of something quick.
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