Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Tonight's events..

Alright, so today i got home at around 6:15pm. After a long day of school, i thought i'd be able to relax at home.. boy did i think wrong. I get in the house, take my torn up Converse shoes off, pet my dog Zoe and get attitude from my sister. Why you ask, I have no idea. I thought she said my name so when i asked her what was it she wanted she simply looked at me, gave me a look of disgust and said "I'm not talking to you" .. um, hello to you too? Then she continues on saying that my mom is "very mad at you [...] well she told me that she is very mad." ugh; no. That may seem like nothing, but there's more. I go down to my room to put my bag away and i get blamed for losing a remote i haven't touched nor seen in the past what.. like two weeks? So i told my dad that I havent seen it, he's the one who sleep on that couch, probably sleeping ON the remotes at time thus making them dissapear in the couch.. clearly how can that be my fault?
Anyways, negative energy.. makes me feel very uncomfortable. Thank God i had my baby on the line. After watching some tv, i had to eat right. My mom cooks us a wonderful diner (consisted of corn on a cob, souvlaki, and ceasure salade.. yum) no one is at the table besides my little sister who just finished serving herself some salade and myself. I go on to serve myself some salade when my dad comes to the table and tells me "you shouldn't serve yourself while standing up. It's bad manners." to which i told him "alright" .. few second later he said "am i talking to wind or something?" to which i stayed quiet. That is when he got really upset and grumpy. He barely ate, he stayed quiet and excused himself after five minutes at the table. After everything was cleaned up and i went to get the laptop (to start this blog :p ), my mom stops me to tell me that she wants me to apologize to my dad.. ugh, why? Because he's really upset and it's seen as though i was 'defying him' when i didn't sit down to serve myself salade.. are you serious right now? I told her that he (my dad) has yet to apologize for doing what he did to me a couple of weeks ago to which she said "that was in the past. The past is the past. You have to forget about it, just like he did" that is total bullshit.. he doesn't talk to me unless my mom is around (i guess you could say she's the peace keeper, well tries to be at least) or when he wants me to do something that involves cleaning something up. Ever since my mom has uttered the word 'apologize' i have been agaisnt it. Why give an apology that isn't sincere and/or has no importance to you? Sure maybe i have contiplated apologizing but i'm not going to do it.. i did something this time that i did every other time, i served myself food standing up. It's something i've been doing for years.. why say something about it now? Why get upset about something so stupid now?
Ugh.. i have no idea what i'm going to do. What i do know is that i can't wait to get out of here..

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